Tonight has been such a struggle for me. I am by no means an alcoholic - but I like having a nice relaxing drink at the weekend. The thing is, with Liverpool doing so well in the Champions League, it seems I have been drinking a hell of a lot midweek too! So tonight I decided to go to the gym - kick some arse, and then drink only water when I got home.

Which is exactly what I have done!!!

But ya know it's been so difficult - watching my dad drinking too! I wonder if I can do the same tomorrow night too! It's the thought of not having to go to work on Monday too - it really isn't helping!!

Maybe I should just go relax in bed?? But then again I can't relax because of my self inflicted anti "relaxation" regime!

Oh the joys!