I was so grumpy last night I think I must have grumbled at everyone. I have no mobile now so I have no way of texting people. And I do a hell of a lot of texting - I think its getting to me!

The thing is - it takes 2 weeks to get a code to unlock my phone and I am going to Canada on Friday so I guess I should just bugger it and leave activating the new one till I come back!

*breathes after that long non-punctuated sentence*

So instead of paying Orange £20 - I am gonna get it done in a shop by the Dizzies in Ormskirk! Bugger it - I'll save a tenner that way.

I had my hair cut tonight, so I suppose I am happy about that! Life is pretty good for me, but I am just isolating myself from everyone and it's making me all the more lonely! I am gradually pushing everyone I know away so it doesn't wreck when I move abroad. I really shouldn't do it I know, but it just seems to be these bloody walls I have build around myself.

So I apologise for that too!

I was waffling to my non-existent dog in the car today. I say non-existent, I mean physically non-existent. Spiritually she goes everywhere with me when I go for a drive. I hear her sneezing and everything - it freaks me out because I am really sceptical about all that stuff! But she had a really cute sneeze that whistled like she had polyps in there or something! Still, since I waffled on to her about everything and anything anyway it doesn't change that I can't physically see her, because she never replied anyways. She just pricked her ears up and watched me talk to her - like she was taking in every word!

And today I had lots to worry about - and so I had lots to say!

Hope everyone else is doing good - ta-ra for now!